I have been busy with work since this Monday and I was having problems to complete the tender submission. There was so many ambiguities and I was not familiar with the treatment system. Fan lar...

A Shanghai engineer from my sister company came to help me on the project that I'm handling. Well, as I can't speak and understand Mandarin, so we have to communicate in English. I was having difficulties understanding her American English and she was having difficulties to understand my Malaysian English. Oh gosh, my director was staring at us while we were discussing in English and we are both Chinese!!! Alamak, it was so embarrassing. It's just because of my lack of Mandarin skills. :(

From that day onwards, I realised that it has more advantageous to have Mandarin language skills. I had learned Mandarin language for 1 semester before but I have forgotten many Chinese characters. :( I must read back the Mandarin book and notes next time.

I still haven't finish my tender preparation and the submission is next week. Argh!! we are progressing very slow. :( I have to work on Saturday (tomorrow) and might be on Sunday.
Just pray that i don't need to work on Sunday...




I feel my life is dull; early to work, go home late, have late dinner then, sleep. Off days, I would be either at home or at shopping complex. This routine has been going for more than 2 years when I started staying in KL. Sien sei ngo... Initially, I enjoyed the freedom and facsinated with KL lifestyle. After few months, I'm fed up and grew tired of it.

I need a break, man... I wished for 2 months leave from my company so that I perform better at work after that. I want more excitement and challenges in my life and adding more colours by trying new things, such as mountain climbing, playing with water, learning Japanese/Mandarin language, teaching kids and playing DOTA. I'm craving for seafood..The thought of the taste of kung poh crabs and bake prawns made me drooling now...

Headache is bugging me that made me can't think properly. And I have stiff shoulders now. I want somebody to massage my shoulder when I get home.

It's raining cats and dogs now... Why rain in the evening when workers are leaving from offices? Sui ah, I'm stuck in the office now, and with my small umbrella, I'm sure that I will be wetter when I walk to my car.

The intensity of the rain is reduced now (after 5 mins, I complained), I should be packing by now and get home soon. I gotta made a move now...Sayonara.




WHAT TIME IS IT NOW?
2.32pm

WHAT'S ON YOUR MOUSE PAD?
Mouse lar.. Stupid question...

FAVOURITE BOARD GAME?
Millionaire

FAVOURITE MAGAZINE?
Cleo

BABIES?
Babies are cute and takes a lifetime to nurture them into a good person

FAVOURITE SMELL?
Lavender and Tommy Girl perfume

WORST FEELING IN THE WORLD?
Loneliness

FIRST THING YOU THINK OF IN THE MORNING?
aiyo...I try to be early to work, however I always late 5-10mins.

HOW MANY RINGS BEFORE YOU ANSWER THE PHONE?
2 rings

FUTURE CHILD'S NAME?
Will think about this when the time comes

FAVOURITE COLOUR?
Red, pink, blue, purple, yellow --> omg, i like so many colours

WHAT IS MOST IMPORTANT IN YOUR LIFE?
Peace and harmony

FAVOURITE FOOD!
Seafood!!! Kung poh crabs, fried sotongs, steam big head prawns, bake prawns, steam lala, steam sea fish, scallops...I'm craving seafood now... I must go to Port Klang, one day...

IF YOU COULD PLAY AN INSTRUMENT, WHAT WOULD IT BE?
Piano and violin..Never got a chance to learn...

DO YOU LIKE TO DRIVE FAST?
yeah if I'm driving sports car...

SLEEP WITH A STUFFED ANIMAL?
there's a dog sleeping next to me..

WHAT TYPE WAS YOUR FIRST CAR?
Toyota corolla but not owned by me.. :(

WHO IS THE PERSON FROM YOUR PAST YOU WISH YOU COULD GO BACK AND TALK TO?
My ex-classmates and close friends from faraway land...

FAVOURITE ALCOHOLIC DRINK?
I don't drink alcohols. It's hot and bitter.

WHAT'S IN THE BOOT OF YOUR CAR?
Jusco teddy bears, rubber mat... Wondered why I put the teddy bears in there?

DO YOU EAT THE STEMS OF BROCCOLI?
yes

IF YOU COULD HAVE ANY JOB YOU WANTED WHAT WOULD IT BE?
Manager...Hehe, I will instruct my subordinates to work while I lazed back in the room.

EVER BEEN IN LOVE?
Yes...fallen in love, outta love and being single for 5 years..wow, 5 years had past..I didn't realised that long..

GLASS HALF EMPTY OR HALF FULL?
Half Full - I believed that things will get better in future...I just need to be persistent and believe in myself.

FAVOURITE MOVIE?
Any comedy and romantic movies. No violence movies, please...

DO YOU TYPE WITH YOUR FINGERS ON THE RIGHT KEYS?
Yes..sometimes, I may mistyped

WHAT'S UNDER YOUR BED?
Erm, dun know... Dust, I think.

WHAT IS YOUR GREATEST AMBITION?
To become millionaire and own many high profile companies.

WHAT IS YOUR GREATEST WEAKNESS?
Indecisive and not confident

IF YOU COULD BUILD A HOUSE ANYWHERE WHERE WOULD IT BE?
Along the beach. Every morning, I would jog with my labrador dog and then, do gardening. Afternoon, I would be reading a good book, mask my hair, my face, home spa, foot spa, manicure my nails and search recipe for dinner. Evening, go for a swim (I can't swim)..At night, cook a hearty meal and spend time surfing Internet on bed.

WHAT'S YOUR FAVOURITE ARTICLE OF CLOTHING?
Erm, anything that is comfortable and look nice to me.

BEACH, MOUNTAINS OR CITY?
Obviously, the beach... I love seafood...

TECHNOLOGY OR ART?
Technology lor...My strength is Science and Maths ma... I'm not an artistic person.

COMEDY OR HORROR?
Comedy...I do watch horror movies but most of the time I will cover my face with anything bigger than my face.

FAVOURITE PHYSICAL FEATURE OF THE OPPOSITE SEX?
Sparkling eyes and average body frame

FAVOURITE TIME OF DAY?
Morning and night when the weather is cooling and refreshing...

THE LAST CD YOU BOUGHT?
Hehe, I have never bought a CD. However, I just bought "The Holiday" and "Devils Wear Prada" pirated DVD last weekend.

WHAT'S YOUR FAVOURITE PLACE TO BE MASSAGED?
Head and Shoulder

WHAT'S MOST IMPORTANT, STRONG IN MIND OR STRONG IN BODY?
Strong in Mind

WHAT TIME DO YOU WAKE UP IN THE MORNING?
6.30am on weekdays and 7.30am-8am on off days

WHAT'S YOUR FAVOURITE KITCHEN ITEM?
Er, no preference. As long as it functions.

WHAT MAKES YOU REALLY ANGRY?
Betrayal

WHICH DO YOU PREFER, SPORTS CAR OR SUV?
SUVs, it looks cool and its versatile

DO YOU BELIEVE IN AFTERLIFE?
Erm, don't know.

WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE SEASON?
Spring!!! Not so cold and not so hot...and there's lots of flowers blooming everywhere. I would love to experience that but no opportunity...

IF YOU COULD HAVE ONE SUPER POWER, WHAT WOULD IT
BE?
I could fly like Superman!!!

DO YOU HAVE A TATTOO, WHAT IS IT?
Nope...I will never have tattoo in my life...It's ridicilous inflicting pain into own skin.

CAN YOU JUGGLE?
No..

WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE DAY?
Friday!!!

WHICH DO YOU PREFER SUSHI OR HAMBURGER?
Sushi because it has salmon..Im bored of hamburgers..

WHAT'S YOUR FAVOURITE SOAP?
Perfumed soap but it doesn't clean well.

WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE MEAL?
Seafood and steamboat

IF YOU COULD TAKE A VACATION ANYWHERE IN THE WORLD
WHERE WOULD IT BE?
Paris... I wanna visit European countries for 1 month.




The moment I hear the Say Goodbye sang by Jordan Knight & Deborah Gibson on radio, my fingers will tune the volume slightly higher and sing along. I love this song very much although the lyrics was a disappointment expressed by the guy to a girl.

Jordan
Yeah
I've been so lost lately
I don't really understand baby
Where did I go wrong
I wanna talk to you
Please call

Deborah
Where do I begin with you
after all that we've been through
I don't think that it would be right if we
got together so suddenly

Jordan
I wish that I could take back all of the things that I said
and replace them with simply I love you instead

Deborah
You didn't wanna say goodbye
But you never really seem like you wanna try

Jordan
But I really wanted you to stay
and then I let you just slip away

Deborah
If you didn't listen to your heart inside
then it really doesn't matter what was on your mind
and if you need me then tell me why

Jordan
Girl, I never meant to say goodbye
Mmm Oh yeah

Jordan
I think about the past baby
Why we couldn't make it last, lady
I know you still have doubts
But I'm gonna prove that we can work things out

Deborah
I wanna be sure that you know what you put me through
and reveal that you intend to never let me down again

Jordan
It's clear to me and I can't ignore
that I have to give you something I couldn't before

Deborah
You didn't wanna say goodbye
But you never really seem like you wanna try

Jordan
But I really wanted you to stay
and then I let you just slip away

Deborah
If you didn't listen to your heart inside
then it really doesn't matter what was on your mind
and if you need me then tell me why

Jordan
Girl, I never meant to say goodbye

Deborah
I didn't think that we would come to this

Jordan
Ooh, no
Your eyes, your face, your smile is what I miss

Deborah
Why did you wait so long to take me back

Deborah & Jordan
It's all a simple misunderstanding

Deborah
You didn't wanna say goodbye
But you never really seem like you wanna try (Never wanna try)

Jordan
But I really wanted you to stay
and then I let you just slip away

Deborah
If you didn't listen to your heart inside
then it really doesn't matter what was on your mind
and if you need me then tell me why

Jordan
Girl, I never meant to say goodbye

Deborah
You didn't wanna say goodbye
But you never really seem like you wanna try (But I never meant to say)

Jordan
But I really wanted you to stay
and then I let you just slip away

Deborah
If you didn't listen to your heart inside (Never meant to see you cry, never meant to say)
then it really doesn't matter what was on your mind
and if you need me then tell me why

Jordan
Girl, I never meant to say goodbye
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"If you didn't listen to your heart inside, then it really doesn't matter what was on your mind"
A meaningful phrase... It tells a guy to be firm of what's he wants and don't ever hurt any girls on the decisions that he had made. One wrong move, there's no turning back.

Despite it's a sad song, I like the music very much.




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Surprised???

He's mine and forever he's mine... Cute doggie... Just abit old... :)

Moreover, his name is boyboy...

I kena pestered to blog… but what to blog about? :)

Last weekend, I:
Wash clothes, clean the car, sleep, read, sleep, eat, watch tv… it was a wonderful weekend for me, away from humans and cars although it’s boring for many young and active people. Yay!!!

Last Sunday was Chap Goh Mei festival so I stayed at home and rest. Grandparents were busy praying and burning joss sticks and paper money for God hence, the whole house was very hot and warm. The weather was extremely sunny which made me feel hotter staying in the house..I just helped them a little bit because I have a very little knowledge on the procedures of praying and burning.

Hehe, I was quite naughty to imagine single girls throwing mandarin oranges into the river and waiting for handsome prince to marry or to court them. Anyway, I didn’t do that as I’m too lazy to go out that time and I don’t even know where is the event held in KL. (Info for YP) :)

However, I am more confused when that Ipoh guy persuaded me to stay in Malaysia after I mentioned to him that I planned to work in Singapore in future… :( What’s happening? Aih!!! In what position that he can advise to do that? In addition to that, he mentioned about long distance relationship, taking care of parents lar…aiyo, I pengsan lar. Ok, I admit that I like him a little but I’m very sure that at this moment, I won’t resign my comfortable and prospective job here, and go back Ipoh just to see him more often. Anyway, I have clear up the air that I need more time to understand or get along with each other before I commit into relationship…huhu, I don’t know whether he will feel bad or not, hopefully, he’s doing fine.

I'm wrote about him openly in my blog because he can't read my blog... Wah haha, the reason is :
He doesn't have Internet access in his office and his home... :)